I think I’m much better at taking care of others then myself.

halfway through work tonight I started feeling wretched,

the cold that hasn’t been a big deal the past few days turned ugly.

and while I know I should stay home and rest, I think
“everything I have to do is much to important”

so then, I stay sick for a month instead of a few days, never allowing myself to actually get better.

but if ANYONE asked me what to do if it were them. I would surly tell them to stay home and rest, drink tea, watch movies….

so why can’t I just let myself do it too?